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  • batgirl26 3d

    And when you raise your thoughts which are actually true, they take it as your anger
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 2w

    All those horrifying moments stir in my mind,
    Stealing away the littlest sleep that I'm left with,
    Leaving me wide awake at nights,
    Shifting positions to drive away the worst memory that had popped in,
    Often I wonder, do you see this, mom?

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    All those horrifying moments stir in my mind,
    Stealing away the littlest sleep that I'm left with
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 2w

    It's been 7 days without you, mom
    Everytime that I was in my senses,
    I spoke about you,
    Held your stuff and cried sometimes,
    I still feel that you're around me,
    I now realise how much you held us together.

    Sometimes I don't even feel like crying,
    I'm sure it's not the numbness either,
    To be honest,
    I really don't know what it is.

    There's so much of love I'm showered with,
    Not a single day passes when I don't receive calls from aunts and cousins,
    I don't know what's happening,
    I am just walking.

    Dad cries alot,
    Remember how he used to cry recalling about his dead parents and brother?
    Even now he cries,
    For you,
    He misses you so much.

    People say that I'm very strong,mom
    That I carry lot of patience inside,
    I don't know if that's true,
    I guess it's your prayers being answered,
    Where you prayed that God made me very bold and confident,
    Maybe it's that.

    There are so many things to be done, mom
    I plan out everything,
    But the moment I think of starting it,
    I feel like I can't move,
    that I need rest,
    And then I sleep,
    For hours,
    It's a good escape, really.

    Mom, I really don't know what's happening,
    I don't know what's gonna happen,
    I'm scared,
    Afraid to handle it all alone,
    You were always like a shield protecting me from everything,
    I'm scared to handle dad alone,
    To carry these broken pieces of life all together again.

    I hope you prayed for this too,
    That God makes it easy for dad and I,
    I hope it gets answered soon.

    You're at the best place, mom
    Far, far away from this temporary world,
    Done with your share of life,
    You are in your next journey,
    I hope you live peacefully,
    With never ending happiness.

    I hope to meet you soon,
    In paradise,
    The thought itself makes me wide awake at nights.

    I hope we meet soon, mom....

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    It's been seven days without you, mom..
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 2w

    Maybe it's not an end,
    But a new beginning.

    Her presence will forever be missed,
    But I won't stop living,
    And I'll live,
    Just the way I used to,
    Or even better than that,
    Cuz she'd want the same thing too..

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    Maybe it's not an end,
    But a new beginning.
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 3w

    It wasn't the end of certain friendships and relationships that made us strangers,
    But it was your immaturity, disrespect self obsession and my one sided tries that sinked it,
    Maybe I never meant anything to you,
    But my life is very peaceful without you,
    And there's not a single ounce of regret in me for not giving us another try,
    Cuz darling, you just don't deserve me

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    And I don't have a single ounce of regret for not giving us another try,
    Cuz darling, you just don't deserve me
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 4w

    Even if you are overshadowed by the scintillating stars around you,
    Remember that you're a moon,
    You shine even when you're darker side overshadows you,
    no matter how, you beam!
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 4w

    In the pitch dark room I try to sleep,
    The darkness resembling to the blackness of my beating heart,
    Filled with guilts, regrets and anger,
    A thin ray of street light makes it way into this dark world,
    Matching with the lightest intensity of light in my life,
    Both making feeble attempts to light up my ruinous world,
    My mind seem more like a tv,
    Shifting my imagination from one worst memory to another nightmare that has come true,
    Making my heart somersault out of fear of what might happen next,
    If there will be warm bright rays of sun peeking through my window,
    Like a candle lightning up my tenebrous existence,
    Or blazing me in its flaring daylight

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    If there will be warm bright rays of sun peeking through my window,
    Like a candle lightning up my tenebrous existence,
    Or blazing me in its flaring daylight
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 4w

    Often I wonder,
    If people stand by what's right,
    And not justify the wrong side,
    Even if their loved ones are culprits,
    Or they are the ones to commit,
    Will they stand by what's right?
    Or be blinded by the thin thread of love they share,
    And hate and curse the one who is not to be blamed,
    I wonder,
    If they ever look beyond what their favorites say,
    If they ever try to hear the unheard side of the story,
    Instead of manifesting their undying love for their beloved,
    And not exhibiting their selective favouritism,
    I wonder and wish if they stood by what's right!

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    Often I wonder,
    If people stand by what's right,
    And not justify the wrong side

  • batgirl26 4w

    No matter how many times I write it down,
    The low sinking feeling doesn't fade away,
    I'm wrapped up in my life as various incidents take place,
    But in all that chaos,
    It takes just a minute to find myself in this insane world,
    And it's then that I'm hit with bullets of harsh awakenings,
    But what kind of bleeding is that when I still recover?
    Everytime I feel like my tears have dried up,
    They stream down like a fresh river,
    If it were in my hands,
    I'd rip this page from the book called life,
    And tear it into teensy bits,
    Or run away from this hurtful chain of events,
    As far as my legs could take me, I would,
    But even if I run miles away,
    With glass piercing my bare feet,
    the blood leaving my footprints,
    And in all breathlessness when I look back,
    It's still behind me like an afternoon shadow,
    And as the sun goes down,
    It turns into darkness,
    Wrapping me up all in its black and night,
    And here I go again...

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    And as the sun goes down,
    It turns into darkness,
    Wrapping me up all in its black and night,
    And here I go again...
    ©batgirl26

  • batgirl26 4w

    So many faces I see,
    All the ones I'm familiar with,
    I know how and what they've been,
    Yet everyone seem strange,
    With an obvious change,
    There's alot they carry inside,
    It's funny to watch them play nice,
    Are they guilty?
    For they behave overly cordially,
    For their eyes sneak and peek,
    I'm over with all that I'd heard and seen,
    But the fake laughter and smiles plastered hurt me,
    That everything is not how it used to be,
    But it's okay to not have that old bond and people always,
    Though the time spent in past causes pain,
    But some worthy souls will fill in that void space.
    ©batgirl26