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    Forgive me if I'm quiet around you
    And if the silence tends to be loud
    But know that I'm enjoying the air
    The air around you and the thought
    The thought of being next to you
    I wouldn't trade that for nothing else
    ©badmannerpause

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    I wish we could all just be happier than this
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    Dear Diary,

    Today I met an old friend. 
    It was a blast from the past, 
    We got to talking about how life turns out. 
    At one point we talked about our old friends.
    How most of them have settled down,
    Raising their kids, building an empire,
    With their loved ones beside them. 
    It suddenly hit me, I'm a man who is still uncertain about his life. 
    How far am I willing to go I cannot tell, 
    And love? I know I can feel it,
    but it's never gonna come the way I am. 
    I'm a vagabond riding into the eye of the storm
    with nothing but my wits on.


    Sincerely, 
    ©badmannerpause

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    Dear diary Part 5

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    Dear Diary,

    I've learned that every one of us live a lie.
    Maybe it's because the truth hurts more than it does.
    We all live in constant fear of something,
    But our fears differ based on individuality.
    While I'm only half a man that I used to be
    Cos the other half of me died to the pain.
    I'd like to accept that truth, get over it and just move on,
    But the pain is what keeps this heart beat as it does.
    And I'd like to think that I'm not the only one breathing half alive.

    Sincerely,
    ©badmannerpause

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    My life

    Is like a bad standup comedy
    performed during a funeral
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    Part 4

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    Dear Diary,

    Is death the final destination
    to our existence?
    Can you tell me if there is life
    beyond death? 
    One life, one chance and
    one heart beating in a rhythm
    is all that we are? 
    Do we get another try? 
    Or is this all that we've got?
    Sincerely,
    ©badmannerpause

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    Part III

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    Dear Diary,

    Today I saw her again
    She suddenly crossed my mind last night
    I was just wondering how she was doing
    But now I see. She seems to be in good health
    I hope life always keep treating her better than me
    I still wish the best for her, in every way
    And most of all, I hope she always have someone to make her happy

    Sincerely,
    ©badmannerpause

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    Part 2

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    Dear Diary,

    Can you silence the demons in my head? 
    They are casting shadows on my mind. 
    They speak in a voice that makes no sound, 
    Inaudible yet absurdly deafening to the soul. 
    Though the body bleed red, the spirit bleed life. 
    While the mind is an endless cornered room, 
    Not an angel could hear my thoughts.
    ©badmannerpause

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    It's been a while. I will try my best to continue the dear diary series, but I can't promise anything ��

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    Dear Diary,

    Today I got drunk again. 
    The loneliness is getting to me again.
    I can't keep the promises I made again. 
    But you are just a lifeless digital notebook. 
    The emotions you contained aren't felt by you. 
    But somewhere in your pages, my heart is buried. 
    And somewhere on the side of those pages,
    her name is still scribbled. 
    Sincerely, 
    ©badmannerpause

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    Here's to us

    There are people who are destined to be something from the day they were born
    The ones that are mentally gifted and the ones with the physical prowess

    And then there are people like us. Who are born into this world with nothing but our butt naked body, talentless and fated to work harder than the rest. Who got nothing to show for except our stubbornness to not give up
    Here's to the talentless, the misfits, the broken, the unwanted, the black sheep and the lost.
    Here's to us
    ©badmannerpause