This poetry is a reference to - Due to some kind of suffering that is unbearable, we start growing different people in ourselves and make scenes (that never happens in real life), a whole another life. When one continues to do the same regularly, it becomes so much that they see their imaginative selves in real life, and they can't stop thinking and imagining even if they are doing work like cooking, writing, walking, playing.. they just can't stop. and they become something or somebody else..
They (here) are - Different people from my another life (hey, this thing is serious, ik it may sound stupid to you) _____________________________________________________________________
What died before death? I am an artist in imitating death just how I filled every hiatus in my existence with flickers of morose. how I am in an endless repeating jump from God's laps to a sinner's hands.
you turned a page and touched another life I have died, choking in between dispersed words that were once alligned in our proses I grow different souls in one body one yours, one us, and one mine.
I chose your soul to stay in even when I knew it is only a tabernacle for my jigsaw heart but I loved you little more than I loved myself who would deny a little fly in the sunset shades?
I remember the moment between saying goodbye and leaving I took a final walk in your cryptic eyes I collected all my tears you plucked to tease the moon. ~ // __________________________________________
when did the alligned stars went away with their light? when did the scars of the moon got traced on my ink? when did I become different from one? Don't know how many sunrise turned into sunsets. You walked leaving your trace only on my wet eyelashes _________________________________________
Cheers to _firefly's one year here. Yes I'm self organising this post because my bestest pals aren't here anymore. But I'm gonna wait for them, while making new friends on the way and help others improve and grow along their side.
For all the new people here~ Kindly be genuine. I've said this in one of my recent posts. I'm saying it again, be kind towards your fellow users because after all behind the screen is a person who is maybe trying to find solace in the chaotic world or is simply trying to fit in and seeking acceptance through their words. I wish you great luck. May you all achieve greater heights. I'm always open to new conversations and I'd be honoured to help. (Except the ones selling anthologies)
For all the old users~ I understand how this place has changed. In one year I've been fortunate enough to make beautiful friendships and also unfortunate enough to see the best people here leave. I've seen people fight and I've also seen the gossip because I have been one of those people. The ones who left, I miss you, yes I do, terribly. The ones who are still here, I'm always going to remain the same firefly for you all, no matter how this place changes.
For mirakee(quill) and writersnetwork~ Yes you've given me an amazing journey. You've given me enough chances to be a much better writer than what I was one year ago. Thank you for the two PODs and twenty one wn reposts and I don't want to count the EC because it will make me cry. But please never forget your old people, who've walked and grown while holding your hand gently. Don't leave them alone in this vast sea of words.
Thank you so much everyone. Yours peacefully _firefly
PS I can't name everyone, it'll make me cry really bad because so many people have left and I don't want to count how many people I miss. Love y'all. ♡
For me, what would you sacrifice? Cause darling for you, I surrender my soul, In the middle of the wild night, Darkness, silent skies, twinkling stars, Autumn leaves and the crescent moon are my love's witness:
For me, what would you lose? Cause darling for you, I forfeit my sense I taste peace in your presence, Would you let me fuse in your hues? I dedicate you, my love poems When I don't inscribe even about myself:
For me, what would you destroy? Cause darling for you, I slay your sorrow Fight with your grief, murder your misery Bestow stars upon your scars Swallow the pain before it reaches your way I destroy the danger before it damages you: