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  • awsm_lavender 1w

    At times, I realise that there's a really sensitive side behind the veil of smile,
    When I scream inside my head
    At the middle of the night as tears drip down

    People born after you boasting
    About their pride and liberty
    While you merely suffered all along
    Despite being content and elegant

    Cascade of comparisons,
    And nulling out people,
    remained their fun language
    While you're hurt inside.

    Idle and zoned out,
    And the blame senselessly goes to the time when you're born,
    And in here, either you're treated as nothing but a fucking failure,
    Or that you're existence in this world doesn't matter.

    - Rey

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  • awsm_lavender 14w

    We are always in a cycle,
    Inbetween constant emptiness,
    And fulfilled heart,
    Which again leads to the same

    And I don't know which one is worse

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  • awsm_lavender 14w

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    No matter how much I step away from someone,
    A few thoughts would make me go back,
    And now I'm standing on the edge,
    Between anger and care,
    Yet, something stops me,
    From going back,
    It's self respect
    ©awsm_lavender

  • awsm_lavender 15w

    I used to go to my favourite place,
    Draw my favourite people,
    Write a few lines about them,
    And today was a tiring day,
    I pushed everyone away,
    Stopped writing about them,
    My mind was blank until,
    Two puppies came behind,
    Wagging their tails,
    I was happy for a moment.
    And yeah it matters

    @writersnetwork @mirakee

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    I was happy for a moment,
    And yeah it matters
    ©awsm_lavender

  • awsm_lavender 15w

    I sit here by the terrace, my calmest place.
    Playing the double take song,
    And loved the co incidence of
    Wind rushing all of a sudden,
    While his sweet voice sang my favourite line.
    My sister came over,
    And told that she baked a cake.
    Everything felt anew,
    And surprisingly I loved it.
    Not a single thought came over,
    To go back and fix things,
    Maybe I wish them to remain broken.
    Sometimes the blunt mistake is,
    Looking for the the person who feels like home,
    In the same place where you lost it.
    And when I came out of it,
    I saw a hell lot of people, who were happy for me,
    Yes for me.

    And yes, everything changes.
    Even the sky wasn't totally grey,
    Like it was yesterday.

    @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld

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    Even the sky wasn't totally grey,
    Like it was yesterday.
    ©awsm_lavender

  • awsm_lavender 15w

    25th Aug, 2021
    1:57 A.M

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    It's tragic
    I could never see the happiness,
    That everyone would feel, when I'm gone
    ©awsm_lavender

  • awsm_lavender 37w

    How desperate does it sound?
    To fall in love with the words,
    And hoping them to love me back
    ©awsm_lavender

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  • awsm_lavender 38w

    I feel all numb,
    I search for your heart,
    And your voice,
    Which could sing me Lullabies,
    And throw all the people,
    Who hurt me,
    Away from my life

    -Rey

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