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  • austnfound 9w

    My last thought had a talk
    Maybe I'm not as smart
    As I last thought
    I'm afraid,
    I'm driving too fast past my first path
    How many paths did I have, and have passed
    Before my first path saw it's last
    And every other path had it's laugh
    Maybe a path leading to a bath
    No one in heaven has a dirty back
    That was one thought, one path
    Now it's time to go back

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 12w

    Just because you can answer questions
    Doesn't mean you know the answer
    Maybe it's time we start questioning our answers
    ~
    Observing while hopefully learning

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 14w

    Angry at the world
    I'm feeling helpless
    Can't tell me anyone has felt this
    Wrote this feeling hopeless
    Broken when it's spoken
    Nobody can fix this
    The solution is homeless
    My inner demons
    Too familiar with being reckless
    Making tighter
    My necklace
    Not another day
    I'm forced to face this
    Searching a new mind
    On Craigslist
    The people who I'm anxious
    Always seem to be faceless

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 17w

    Then I just left my best friend's wedding
    Then I just left a bar with my best friend
    Now I'm just watching a movie
    About a writer
    I wish I was a good one
    I wish people liked me
    Why don't they?
    I love them all ways almost always
    Why don't they love me always
    I love the people I wished liked me
    Why don't I love people?
    Why can't I write like that writer?
    Why don't you love me?
    Why don't I have an answer?
    People used to like me, They don't anymore
    Or did I just think they liked me?
    Do people like me?
    I just left my best friend's wedding
    I knew most but by most I wasn't liked
    I used to be liked like the people alike
    Until they had to use like
    To say how much they liked
    Why don't I like me?
    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 17w

    When a deer hits your headlights
    And the night’s terrors
    Just for a second
    Keep on driving
    Placing you at second
    And the fleeting deceiving
    Travel the duration of dead nights

    Tonight I decided to start driving
    But thought a new path was worth striving
    “Caution The Cross’ Crossing”
    Not looking for deer
    Not looking for anything here
    But the terrors are still near
    With my heart giving in
    But the warnings have set in
    The Cross was the highest distraction
    For the dark’s need for the heart’s extraction

    When a deer hits your headlights,
    Showing the dear who needs us to see His light
    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 17w

    No glasses
    No assassin's
    Could see past this
    The weatherman
    Couldn't predict this
    The amount of fog, immense
    The mist amidst this

    Not a step could be taken
    No direction could be given
    Driving at night with no headlight
    Momma telling me that's not bright
    Having anxiety when I have no sight

    The smoke billows
    As the smog turns fog
    In the forest blind to a single log
    The end of the leash
    Could carry a dog or a hog
    If seeing is sobriety
    Then this is anxiety

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 22w

    There must be a point
    When all these
    Anxieties and worries
    All these made up stories
    Begin to take a toll
    On one's soul
    How much can one take
    Capacity at full
    Is our love fake
    Or is Satan just a troll
    Every night
    I toss and turn and roll
    Trying to figure out
    Which thoughts are bull
    Instead
    Deciding there's too many in my head
    Sleep is foreign to this bed

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 33w

    Doubt I'll find out
    Why it's so hard
    To stay happy for awhile
    Alone with no bodyguard
    Running out of paint for this smile
    Distasteful emotions mixed with vile
    This has been my longest mile

    Looking at the ground
    Hearing around
    Life's a puzzle that I can't put down
    Fearing my tombstone says nothing profound

    Wanting to be loved
    By the people searching to be buzzed
    Asking why I'm not like them
    Not wasting my time I shrugged

    Worried that I'm missing out
    This story starts with doubt
    And ends in a drought

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 33w

    You tell me
    I'm all you have left
    If I came back
    Would I hear a different moan?
    Would I want to be near your phone?
    And now that I left
    I'm still wondering
    If you're alone?
    There's no more pain
    To make it shown
    Telling me you miss me
    Throwing me a bone

    This is not a mask
    I can't wear a fake face
    I wish I could say the same
    In your case

    ©austnfound

  • austnfound 34w

    Your Highness,
    Save me from the higness (lowness)
    That dark abyss
    Call it quits
    Fighting belief
    Of finding relief

    Telling these voices
    Stay clear
    But the telling is telling
    Of my poor choices
    Bringing more voices
    Repeating courses
    Of course

    ©austnfound