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  • ashyels 25w

    Going or Leaving

    I saw you came twice to my dream
    9 years ago and 9 years after that.
    With completely different stories,
    but still with the same elegance.

    My mom often asks me about you
    and I said it wasn't the right time.
    Even though I didn't really mean it,
    but I know she thought you're my fit.

    I'm not like others who dare to ask.
    If only I could know your feelings,
    then that'd be enough for me to decide,
    either to go further or to leave behind.

    —Ashyels
    Tuesday, July 27, 2021

  • ashyels 25w

    Sides of Heart

    I often talk to myself, day by day,
    whether I should continue on this.
    Even tho it just started for months,
    but it feels like it's been years already.

    The front door seems always opened,
    while the back door is still a mystery.
    The one side asks me to turn to the first,
    while the other asks to stay on the second.

    The antithesis of these two sides of heart,
    leads this movement to an extreme that,
    could be honeydew for my new friends,
    but would be poison for my old friends.

    —Ashyels
    Friday, July 23, 2021

  • ashyels 26w

    All About Intention

    Maybe, I know it as you do.
    But I understand it while you don't.
    And it seems hard to explain.
    Though I'll keep staying this way.

    So, please stay away from me,
    and you won't get burned with me.
    But if you keep believing me,
    I need you to understand me.

    I'm telling you something.
    That's quite hard to control.
    But we can always rely on it.
    It's all about the intention.

    —Ashyels
    Saturday, July 17, 2021

  • ashyels 30w

    "Let Me Feel It" —Ashyels
    Thursday, June 17, 2021

    @ashyels @mirakee
    #pain #feelings #hospital #ashyels

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    Let Me Feel It

    It's flowing through the tube,
    where blood, water, push each other.
    These eyes can't easily turn away,
    yet it's not a pleasant sight.

    While this hand covers the mouth,
    this heart feels its pain as well,
    even without being hurt,
    yet it takes a bit of courage.

    Can't find any other way
    to reduce the pain with erasure,
    to share the hurt with pleasure.
    If there is, let me do it, let me feel it.

    —Ashyels
    Thursday, June 17, 2021

  • ashyels 31w

    "When It Fades Away" —Ashyels
    Monday, June 14, 2021

    @ashyels @mirakee
    #mom #death #mother #ashyels

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    When It Fades Away

    When it fades away.
    This heart starts trembling.
    These eyes stop observing.
    And things seem to be disappearing.

    When it fades away.
    These feet can't step forward.
    Though I'm able to run faster.
    This body is just too fragile to move.

    When the moon fades away.
    I promise to get everything done.
    As much and perfect as I can.
    Before I ask to be faded away.

    —Ashyels
    Monday, June 14, 2021

  • ashyels 31w

    "Everything Goes Dark" —Ashyels
    Friday, June 11, 2021

    @ashyels @mirakee
    #death #silence #dark #ashyels

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    Everything Goes Dark

    coming somewhere cold.
    where anyone lives in silence.
    neither speak, nor see, even hear.
    in a place full of clay.

    wait. is it a nightmare? 
    nope. it'll no longer be a nightmare.
    everyone. not only just come.
    instead. will live there eventually.

    breathe as much as I could.
    nothing can be undone.
    this body won't move as usual.
    the time when everything goes dark.

    —Ashyels
    Friday, June 11, 2021

  • ashyels 33w

    "Something Greater" —Ashyels
    Friday, May 28, 2021

    @ashyels @mirakee
    #palestine #peace #humanity #ashyels

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    Something Greater

    Is it hard to imagine
    how they could win
    with stones, fireworks
    and innocent civilians?

    While their enemies
    had everything set up
    with grenades, missiles
    and armored soldiers.

    Nope. It wasn't them
    who won the fight.
    It was Something Greater
    who made it easy for them.

    —Ashyels
    Friday, May 28, 2021

  • ashyels 35w

    "Our Dearly Beloved" —Ashyels
    Wednesday, May 19, 2021

    @ashyels @mirakee
    #palestine #peace #humanity #ashyels

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    Our Dearly Beloved

    Bloods flowing down your head.
    But we couldn't even heal it.
    Tears running down your face.
    But still, we couldn't even feel it.

    Our dearly beloved
    little brothers, little sisters.
    Sorry we weren't there
    to fight with you, stay beside you.

    If only we could force ourselves a bit harder.
    Bringing our body out a bit further.
    We'd have been there holding you tightly.
    Paying every second we had left you.

    —Ashyels
    Wednesday, May 19, 2021

  • ashyels 35w

    "Ain't Gonna Stop"—Ashyels
    Tuesday, May 18, 2021

    @ashyels @mirakee
    #ashyels #peace #humanity #palestine

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    Ain't Gonna Stop

    Who do you think was it?
    Who turned stones into grenades,
    fireworks into missiles,
    sands and dust into mines and flames?

    Are you afraid of it?
    And running away from it?
    Why don't you just realize?
    Why don't you just believe?

    If you ain't gonna stop.
    We ain't gonna stop anyway.
    Continuing this endless war.
    Until He ended it by Himself.

    —Ashyels
    Tuesday, May 18, 2021

  • ashyels 35w

    "It'll Never Happen"—Ashyels
    Monday, May 17, 2021

    @ashyels @mirakee
    #ashyels #peace #humanity #palestine

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    It'll Never Happen

    Getting up your weapons.
    Setting up your tanks.
    Blowing down our bodies.
    Burning down our homies.

    What're you thinking about?
    Dimming down the lights?
    We'll just tell you once.
    It's not gonna happen.

    We'll always keep it up.
    Even if we all died on it.
    It'll just always be up.
    Coz He'll never let it happen.

    —Ashyels
    Monday, May 17, 2021