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    And i love the new look of the app �� @mirakee

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  • ariachez 53w

    i count
    as i wait
    for my mind
    to reach
    the surface
    of my consciousness,

    i don't cheer,
    instead
    i count seconds
    by halves,
    point five,
    one
    one point five
    two,

    am i the only one
    who noticed
    that a second
    becomes too long
    when you're drowning?

    ©ariachez
    jan182021

  • ariachez 53w

    i am living
    the punishment
    no one knows
    i deserve.

    ©ariachez
    jan182021

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    Happy New Year Mirakeeans ����

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  • ariachez 58w

    one thing
    i never write about
    is the flowers
    you left
    everyday
    on my doorstep,

    they don't smell
    of love,
    i even thought
    it should, at least,
    smell like apologies
    but they dont,

    they smell of revenge
    in the sweetest way possible,
    the kind that hurts
    the nose
    but you can't complain,
    for it's a personal attack
    that affects
    only to whom
    it is intended
    to be given,

    they smell of guilt
    that cling to your shirt,
    the smell
    that makes you want
    to burn the clothes
    even before
    you take them off,
    the reminder
    you never want
    to be reminded of,
    that you taught
    someone to grieve
    and forgot to teach
    how to move on,

    they smell
    of confusion,
    that everyday
    i am tempted
    to look back
    to see
    if i come out
    of tombstone
    instead of door.

    ©ariachez
    dec182020

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