When you are extraordinary good hearted person keeping everyone before you,it feels wrong and uncomfortable first when you finally start choosing yourself first, but it's okay and you should always put yourself first. Neglecting your own needs isn't right.
It is so absurd that people are measured in terms of their wealth. As if people with lesser money are less capable or something less as a human being. It's cruel and unethical. People do this out of habit, most importantly many learn such toxic patterns of society and never give a second thought to it..