So next time when you miss someone who was toxic for you,Ask yourself what are you missing technically,Are you missing all the ill treatments ever since you have known each other,Are you missing all the narcissism, Are you missing the superbosing nature,Are you missing the bragging,Are you missing all the insults,Are you missing the lies and the dramas,Are you still missing the fucking damage been caused to you ever since you have known each other,Technically what are you really missing,When you have very well lived with all the toxicity, what again..There is an line by someone, I don't know, "you can't heal in the same place where you got damaged!"P.S . A big no to all sorts of toxicity, it's not easy though every little step matters..Ananya Surendran
I loved you,And I know you loved me more,But I don't want to believe that,I wanna believe that you were just a jerk I came across, someone who lied and pretended..I don't know what's the truth with you,Neither do I wanna know..I just wanna believe you were a cheater,Just like anyone else I would have come across...I shall believe this,Cause That makes it more easier for me,And I shall hold on to this,And move on!!!©Ananya Surendran 'Stranger friend' notes
How's anxiety like...Anxiety is like the breath starts getting so heavy...Which means breathing sucks, like literally it do..and that's the most toughest part..You lose your appetite,You skip your meals..You are in your bed,Like bedridden or something, that's another sulking part..You lie there but you are not sleeping,You lie there with a hundred racing thoughts,A hundred traumatized thoughts per second,For so many unresolved reasons yet for not a particular reason!And that's how anxiety is like for me!Hell sickening!!.........Ananya Surendran
Some pain need to be pained and healed and that's the only way out..Hold on..Just breathe...There are no shortcuts to healing here!
The biggest loneliness is not being without people,It's being with people and feeling let down!
Drowned forever in pain,I don't live,I just survive!!
Addicted to pain leads to self loathing and self ruining!©Ananya Surendran
I wish the night never ends,So will my dreams about you,
I just want the rain not to stop!