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  • ammuhhh 1w

    "I feel complete only by him."

    "Complete?! You are not a jigsaw puzzle who is waiting for someone to rearrange it. Only you can complete yourself ."


    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 1w

    To my friend who lost her soul.

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    Your voice is earworm made of lullabies
    that heals me in your eternal void.




    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 1w

    What happen to our dreams
    When we die.?


    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 1w

    Memories that haunt you
    stalk you
    Possess like ghost
    And there is no exorcism.


    -Broken but beautiful.

  • ammuhhh 1w

    There is no rules in love and
    there is no rules in breaking your heart.


    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 2w

    You can't blame someone for not loving you.
    You can only blame you for hoping them to love you.


    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 2w

    The doorbell rang at the wrong time , its 1:20 am now and I know it's him. I pretended to not hear the bell,he started yelling my name and am certain that if am not opening the door now , it would create a scene.

    "What you want now.?"
    "Please , let me in . I want to talk to you."
    "Too late for explanation"
    " Not explanation, please allow me to speak"
    " Its your wedding day !!!!"
    "I know , thats why I came now . You hate me for sure , lets keep in that way only . I love you. I will miss you . "
    "I stared him as not knowing how to respond to that.
    He hold my hand and kissed me vividly. Neither I pushed him back nor asked him to stop kissing me. Because I longed for this . Once again it felts like our first kiss ; terrible yet beautiful.

    He untied my hair while pressing his soft lips with mine. His lips on mine felts like melting cotton candy. I throwd my arm to the back of his head and he pulled me closer. He is kissing me in such a way that the all the hurt , pain is wiped off when his lips is brushing over mine.
    My eyes remained shut after the kiss , I dont know whether this is wrong or not or am just overthinking too much.
    For a moment , we are just staring at each other . We felt akward or may be just me. He moved to sit on the bed but I want to hold his hand and ask him to kiss me again but words didnt form .

    " Why does your lips tastes like rasberry.?"
    "It's the lipstick."
    "Ohh shit , finally but why."
    I dont have answer for that. Months ago , he gifted me a lipstick without knowing I don't use make up products neither lipbalm or lipstick even though he insisted me for a while. I didnt agree up on that but for some reason I didn't throw it off.
    "What are you thinking ?"
    Wind chimes resonates as the silence overlapped between us.
    "Can you sing any song."
    This time I didnt say 'no' because I never ever tried to hum any song after his death.
    "Which.?"
    " Any of your favourites.!?"

    "Hum tum kitne paas hain
    Kitne door hain chaand sitare
    Sach poochho to man ko
    Jhoote lagte hain yeh saare..."

    "Holy fuckkkk. This is damn."
    I blushed. Sometimes he half finishes his sentence and I never asked to complete it.

    I sat on his lap. I squeezed myself to get inside his sweatshirt to embrace his warmess. His skin was a soft attack on my fleece.
    We laid down . He buried his face on my neck. I caressed his hair while counting his breathe . I can feel how his lung fills the air , each time he breathe.
    He denued me like a voyyager unwraps his map to navigate him.

    He dripped kisses on my nape , satisfying his drought while I poured the remnants of self love on his.
    "You write poetry but you are wholesome a poem"
    His lips knitted the bruises of my wounds;
    the wound is no longer a thorn but a sunflower.

    He peeled off my acne filled muscles ; by radiating the hycanith honey from his tendons.

    The crystalline asphalt of hope became molten and oozed through the pores of dead locust.

    He looked at the watch. Ohh shit it's 5 am ! I should leave now. He put on his clothes and I laid there naked holding a hurricane pain inside a smile and wished him 'Happy Marriage Life.'

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    Nyx of pain.

    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 2w

    "Everytime I lost someone I love , then only I acknowledge how much they are important to me."

    "Can't blame you for that. Because only abyss of absence would weigher more than the presence."



    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 2w

    Everytime someone says 'Goodbye' to us,
    We die a little.


    ©ammuhhh

  • ammuhhh 2w

    "What are you thinking of?"

    "Is it neccessary to think about something / someone when you are standing infront of sea.?

    "Obviously not but did we wish that the loved one being with us now , standing beside us ; holding their hand by cementing your feet on sand ? I read somewhere that the person you think of when you stand infront of the ocean is the person you are in love with."



    ©ammuhhh