I am gonna contradict myself again, first we don't know what mistakes are for people, we have characterised mistakes and if somebody does any of it, it becomes sin. Mistakes are called mistakes because our ancestors had judged and pondered upon every action they did and asked their new generation not to repeat it if they wanted a peaceful life because they knew what could lead to a troublesome life. So, many of our actions ( mistakes) are justified in the name of enjoyment which of course is fair if one knows what their mistakes will do to them in future. So what is right and wrong for us? Which mistakes should not happen ? This wholly depends on every individual. They do whatever they feel like because at the end they know, what will be the consequences of their actions. Let's support what feels right and guide what seems wrong, it will be their choice to chose one of them, but at the end, we all know, they definitely gonna chose which satisfy their rage and that will be " its okay, you didn't do anything bad". Note: I am so so messed up in my head, never get a single conclusion, everyday's story, never mind, bye.
Sometimes it's like, you want to change your personality as if you want to live someone else's life because from your side, it seems less cheotic. We want to become a person which we can't. We want to become an introvert who just listens and doesn't care about anybody. An introvert doesn't need anybody for his good or bad time, he just needs himself and that self time which heals him. We want that, we want to stop waiting for people to come to us and ask us about how our life is going. We don't want to wait or search for good people in our life. We felt the need of people in life but we had none which made us feel that we had never earned anyone in real. Were we that bad? Or were they so bad that they never changed themselves for us? We have some people, to be honest, who care, but we have started fearing that we might lose them. We try to protect every relation which is closed to us because we have been back stabbed by many in these days. Everyone is showing their true colours, some jealous, some look down upon us. At this point in time, everyone is turning their faces and we are trying our level best to keep them in life. We feel so helpless without people, we wait, sometimes control ourselves for not being in their life forcefully. We want to be a person who lives alone and doesn't give any shit about anyone. We have been keeping thousands of secrets in our hearts about people, about how they talk behind our back, still we prefer not to react, because we don't want to hurt them. However nobody, nobody ever think about our emotions, that's how much we have felt about all of this. That's why we want to keep our mouths shut and let our diary speak because that's the only thing left which we can do for ourselves. We hope they never get hurt the way they hurt us. And perhaps some of them will be happy seeing us sad but we are gonna come back soon with our energy. Just few more days.