The seed of pain that grows in my heart will soon grow into a tree of sorrows.. But still I would be rooted to your humes.. How can I breath in when you hold me back so tight..!?? How can I breath in freedom when I know I am deep strangled by your power.. by rules of the ruthless which they exercise with all their might! Trying to be free is only a virtual dream.. for truth is only that deep I remain rooted to your reign.. This sorrow never allows me to be myself again.. For every time I try to smile.. You come out with your cane.. My heart cries out.. Louder as never before.. But all is in vain.. For deaf ears are what I shout out my pains at.. So now I have chosen to silence.. Crying silently in this chaos hectic world which runs only for selfish desires.. But deep in there.. The seed of sorrow Continues to grow.. The cheerful part remains alive inside me.. But afraid to come to surface..but your canes seem more ruthless.. And the longing to come out and rejoice continues... Now it has become so intense that I wish to break all the chains.. And fly away somewhere.. Somewhere where happiness would heal my pain.. And where my soul would actually meet the real me again..
Yes, I want to be your guitar That guitar that you’ve fallen in love with at first glance You can’t let it go; you’ve already carved its features in your heart I would steal its position, if I only had the chance
You tried averting your eyes from it and looked for other one It was expensive after all, you can’t afford one But you did all means in the end, just to have it in your hands If it was me, would you have done everything you can?
Finally, it was all yours, I was happy for you With that even brighter beaming smile, who would not? You started spending time together, like a couple would do And then I started doubting, I am happy for you, right?
You brought it home and even slept with it Ah! I was so envious, how I wish those arms were wrapped around me The two of you under the rain, walking against the wind Whereas I can only write our names under an umbrella, wishing it can be you and me
I dedicated all love songs to you as you composed your songs for it Expressing your overflowing love, your undying happiness, it was all packaged in the songs And though I was so hurt, your songs are always on repeat Listening and undergoing the same excruciating pain all day long