aditiiisingh

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  • aditiiisingh 9w

    //Lantern of hope
    greasing the floor
    burning no fuel
    wind whistling through
    window panes
    drenched rails
    Peaking
    eyes red
    elbow cringed
    legs hinged
    inflated chest
    collapsed lungs
    busted wings
    bruised skin //

    A holocaust satire,
    an escape or
    nightmare
    satan knows better
    when bored.

    I have forgotten the feel of feeling things
    from the beginning of umbilical cords tweaking and winding me,
    with course of time have lost gradually;
    everything triggers so fast to congest without pulled.

    No wishes are fulfilled even if it's death wish , you might die eventually but now more anxiously.
    Not any expectations, fear of falling in black hole or it's potential to pull me,
    but to never feel the warmth of sugar syringed happiness
    where serene of melody plays swiftly in unheard magnitudes of psychic.

    I feel numb when happy
    just become so dumb
    when people around me
    They say"I hear you "
    "We understand you"
    but misunderstanding of others
    has provoked me to feel this negativity,
    with so high intensity.
    Hash isn't what I need
    to encounter suffocation mixed in euphoria .

    But how I express without being framed as someone who rants
    or cry easily ,
    someone who doesn't know to share.
    The real me is dead but still alive
    that's one flaw
    people will never accept me for
    So, I laugh whole heartedly.

    ~©aditiiisingh ��

    PS- Life is too short to not feel, so feel until you alive and know to let go ☮️
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    DEATH WISH

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    Moulded in deepest scars with darkest secrets!!!
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  • aditiiisingh 35w

    I smitten, dews
    as much I love
    valleys and blues;
    until, it comes
    with warning
    to harm shine
    that, pulling
    just fine;
    ringing bell as
    lunar tide
    behind, sea shore
    holding the
    moon light.
    I thought,
    storms and drizzle
    came, to ruin huts
    never knew
    it breaks,
    world in
    halves, too.
    ©aditiiisingh

  • aditiiisingh 39w

    Before you or after you
    I play the game
    to innate new
    in worlds of few
    until I feel deja vu.


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  • aditiiisingh 40w

    When we wake
    scared , defeated
    ruthless like never
    felon of angel
    parted on metres
    crying aloud
    came from above
    heard voices all around.

    Don't throwback;
    just persevere
    there's no blood
    only coals that never
    will ever turn in diamonds.
    It's root darkness;
    full of wickedness
    fixed so deep
    I see, figures in sleep
    in the most worst form
    fisted till
    palms stain red with nails
    bad sight of night
    making things pale
    sparing us blind
    threat of what kind ?
    when thee feel weak.

    Remember a dust hover
    to lie over and over
    it's no compassion
    that will ever fall upon
    no boundaries to bound
    holly ground
    thing's a par,
    what a blunder we are.

    Showed cicatrix
    with grace and forever prix.
    But at all times there's twist in story with others to mix.

    Just to ruin proximity
    with sympathy that never
    will ever play with rhythm
    to make hell always here
    had no mercy to cherish;
    only a heart would diminish.

    Neither symmetry
    nor a perfect tone
    not even eight
    standing straight
    heart all black
    no single slack
    mind never
    will ever be pure
    that evil fears
    wonders a why ?

    Why is not the question but
    what if, I'm not beautiful ?
    will you ever stay to listen my recital.
    I'm not beautiful ! so what ?
    I'll still be here.
    What if I'm beautiful ?
    might your eyes scolder
    a little more like before.
    What if you are not beautiful ? huh
    will you mend my charades ?
    What if I'm not beautiful
    does it choke your throat?
    cuz it doesn't ,never
    will ever matter !
    Either I come with a bang
    or just Nada.


    ©aditiiisingh

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    #pod #poem #beautiful #selflove

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    What if, I'm not beautiful ?


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    ©aditiiisingh

  • aditiiisingh 42w

    ये फासले भी बेहतर है
    जब यादों का हिसाब है
    खोने के डर से खोने तक
    आज हम बंध कर आज़ाद है ।

    खत लिखे उम्र बीत गई
    मालूम है हर फ़र्ज़
    पर जवाब
    जो अल्फाजों में उमड़ रहे
    जो भूल से गए
    रीत जो कल के रह गए
    जो अधूरा है
    उससे पूरा
    होना अभी बाकी
    जो समझ ना सके
    उनका सहना बाकी
    दर्द नहीं पर दरारें देखना
    अभी बाकी है।

    गलत और सही का अंतर बदलने में
    वक्त टूटा पड़ा
    क्या हम नहीं ?
    यह जानना खुदके लिए अभी बाकी है ।

    आसान है कहना
    तकदीर में कुछ नहीं
    जब तूफ़ान रुक सा गया
    हवाओं में गुम से
    कुछ अनकही रिवायतें
    जो रह से गए
    दूर का सोचते हुए
    आज खो से गए हैं।

    मौसम ने यूंही करवट ना ली
    अभी तो सावन में
    सर्द आना बाकी
    सितारों को चमकने में देर नहीं
    पर टूटने में साल हज़ार है।

    युही वक्त टूटा पड़ा
    क्या हम नहीं?
    यह जानना खुदके लिए अभी बाकी है ।

    ©aditiiisingh

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    ये फासले भी बेहतर है
    जब यादों का हिसाब है
    खोने के डर से खोने तक
    आज हम बंध कर आज़ाद है ।


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    ©aditiiisingh

  • aditiiisingh 43w

    Thank you @writersnetwork for liking the post ��


    We fail more often when
    we fall in search of good .
    The more you hold on, you shatters
    the more you let go, you strengthen.

    Everyone cries in a corner
    till the sun show its shine
    irrespective of the thought
    who's there besides
    it's just a time
    I want to share
    that only me is mine .

    The stones I'm throwing
    won't repel my future
    though they show me
    the haziness of past
    I overcomed.
    As it strikes away as dandelion
    withers it feathers
    in no direction
    blown away
    with never
    coming back to
    it's actual focus.

    I no more obligate
    my choices, my earns
    my outcomes, my stress
    my ego, my rigidness
    cause it's more of me
    not others to think .

    You hold so much pain
    laying being nothing,
    dark soul in chess world
    that's so human we already know.

    ©aditiiisingh

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    Everyone cries in a corner
    till the sun show its shine
    irrespective of the thought
    who's there besides
    it's just a time
    I want to share
    that only me is mine.

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    ©aditiiisingh

  • aditiiisingh 47w

    Just chilling and having fun
    everything's lit in run.
    Never abide the rule
    Creating the best of all.

    Handle with care every fragile hearts
    as felidae has no charge ,
    deafening with glances but silent as ant in hole spam.

    Heard you have change of plan
    what is in it to damage your own clan?
    Sometimes I go nuts ,
    with wounds and cuts
    or I tell you I show my balls to see how I fuck up with myself .

    All are like my brother,
    Cheetah or panther
    or is it just jaguar
    tigress or tiger what if non counts for ?
    like my color either red or white and black just for minds sake of fur.

    Hope you mind me
    cause seem fierce
    instead innocent as human in night,
    sometimes it's daylight .
    keeping my claws entight when I prey with all right.

    I'm here to dominate my jungle
    sunderban or corbett it doesn't matter
    building terror in forecaster
    ruling with patience
    alluring that damn hide
    ain't no other vibe
    roaring like lion
    with no time to shut up
    I tell you how I fuck up.

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    Ain't no other vibe

    I'm here to dominate my jungle
    sunderban or corbett
    it doesn't matter
    building terror in forecaster
    ruling with patience
    alluring that damn hide
    ain't no other vibe
    roaring like lion
    with no time to shut up
    I tell you how I fuck up.

    ©aditiiisingh

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  • aditiiisingh 67w

    To the vows and bows
    I took in roads,
    were peculiar about their existence as noon.
    Happily engraved as a piece of shrads ,
    building my nuisance brain to be glued in my enchanted troops .
    Through the world stating their historic pies
    I'm with my deteriorated thoughts stucked in my dom .

    ©aditiiisingh

  • aditiiisingh 68w

    Some how we create history
    Some how we part our ways
    Some how we make our own world
    Some how we ruin everything
    but one day we still adhere the CHANGE!!!


    ©aditiiisingh

  • aditiiisingh 74w

    Being near something
    still leaving our hopes
    how can we be perfect
    when we doesn't desire
    what's upon .

    Staying in dark is a choice
    thinking of outcomes
    without facing is fear
    but being certain of things is
    confidence much confided thats over.

    Rising up doesn't depend on what others tell how you should achieve it
    if self realisation is the key
    fuck those who hinder your growth
    it's a way you find through the past heart wrenching decision which failed you in numerous occasions
    easy or tough nuisance sustained
    still you hung up
    cause life is all about ups and down
    store that patience within
    but until when ??

    Until that inner voice
    come and says
    this is the moment
    you were waiting for
    you can't let it go
    you asked for it
    can't retaliate
    so let it be
    go for it .

    Expectations are burden but
    having a chance is a privilege
    and trying is what on your shoulders
    not as a burden to attain
    so why to loose hope
    when that 1% of possibility always count
    otherwise that pain gliding
    in your nerve will end up everything once for all .

    Never give up on your feelings
    Never give up atleast on yourself !!

    - Aditi

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    Give up to NO

    Being near something
    still leaving our hopes
    how can we be perfect
    when we doesn't desire
    what's upon.

    ©aditiiisingh

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