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  • _vedikaprasad 259w

    What do you take this as?

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    Shut me up with something worthy.

  • _vedikaprasad 277w

    you get it right ?

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    Dont give someone the satisfaction of watching you suffer because afterwards, it's the only thing that would make you suffer
    the most.



    ©_vedikaprasad

  • _vedikaprasad 277w

    And when i die
    dont cry,
    just look at the sky
    and say goodbye .


    ©_vedikaprasad

  • _vedikaprasad 277w

    She is not speaking much these days and everytime she speaks, she speaks so nasty or Maybe she has been so good to others lately that her little words or acts are bleeding them apart.
    She isn't the soul she is being these days , she doesn't know her limits , and right now she doesn't know her ways all she thinks is she has the right to say.
    Dont change you, you know u're regretting but only controlling tears.
    And please Dont change you Right now, you're just of age 17 and u've got to live so many more years .

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    I am turning up into something i dont wanna turn up into.

    .ved.

  • _vedikaprasad 278w

    The sad romance

    I am smiling....am I really doing so
    Is it just a smile or a curtain on my sorrow.
    Pondering over it over and over again
    I really get frustrated thinking what will I gain.
    But still this thought doesn't seem to leave my mind
    With every passing moment I get more & more entwined.....
    Sometimes tossing on my bed I visit my gory past
    Which was a fairytale until the shadow it had cast.

    We were strangers and I wish we would have been so
    As that was better than to befriend a person who still remained a stranger though.
    Little did I know that the friendship which I had started to value ,
    Will leave an ugly impression which would never bid adieu.

    The strings of friendship got tied between us,
    With a tinge of love.
    That hue became vibrant as days passed
    Then a day came when we together fell in LOVE!

    Then one fine day sitting on my bed, a fear crippled in my mind
    Whether I would be loyal to him throughout my lifetime?
    Seeing him fall so deeply in love
    I had started getting goosebumps!
    But his unflinching trust, love & care
    Left no reason for me to leave him in the middle of life's thoroughfare.
    He cuddled me like his baby, cared for me as if he were my mom,
    Scolded me like my dad, corrected me like my friend.
    I would never have asked for anything more
    As he was the one I had been looking for.

    But our fate had different plans for us,
    As he left me alone with hopeful eyes filled with tears.
    Those deadly days will never leave me alone
    Even if they have been bygones.


    He was disturbed for the lost love of his past
    And me shedding tears for my present whom I dearly loved.
    I saw him frustrated, heard him sobbing,
    With all my patience I stood beside him.
    It was not that easy as it seemed to be
    To support him at a time when I knew he was not in love with me.
    But I did as it was more pinching to see him in tears
    That was the time which brought alive my all inhibitions & fears.


    I rubbed his tears but none to rub mine
    I gave him my shoulders to cry but didn't even get an ear into which I could cry & whine.
    Broken, shattered & with a complete wayward soul
    Still kept my calm for him so that he never feels alone.
    Those days really tested my patience & love for him
    But everything went in vain when he backed out of the dreams that we weaved.

    He left me with a big void in my life, a hell lot of memories 
    Which both kindled  pain & a smile.
    The smile was short lived,
    As he said to me,' I am sorry for my misdeed.'
    'I gravely mistook my feelings for u as love
    As they were just a distraction from my past.'

    'Yes my care for u wasn't fake
    But my heart beats only for my former mistress.
    She really means the world to me
    I can't be with u leaving her in this jeopardy.
    I thought I loved u, will move on with you,
    But the moment which unfurled my buried emotions,
    Made me realize that those lovable hues
    Were not love but a desperation to move on from my past.'


    'U can hate me, u can love me
    It's your decision,I would accept it politely.
    But I have tried my best to be with you
    Still failed miserably to erase those former hues.
    It was indeed a grave mistake of mine,
    To make you fall in love with me & now leave you to whine.'

    Saying this seemed so easy for him
    Maybe he didn't even notice my tears & the pain in me.
    I was stricken by a thundering streak of grief
    Which crushed my already frozen heart which had stopped to beat.
    That was the end, the death of my emotions
    The death which gave birth to sorrow & frustration.
    The smile of my face faded, the laughter fell silent,
    My love for him grew stronger but he had already gone much farther.

    Still the thread of friendship was intact
    I wanted to be with him as his peer & his friend.
    But that string too got swayed away,
    When he started to fill those spaces with hues of grey.
    I felt his ignorance slap against my face
    His imprints started fading away with great pace.
    I just wanted to ask him  what my fault was,
    As he acted like I was the reason for his bad luck.
    Needless to say that I was completely broken,
    But the wishes of my dear ones kept my soul awaken.
    Specially my friends were a stalwart  support
    At a time when I had felt it even hard to gather my soul.
    They made me realize that there was more to life
    More important than to cry for a person who left me in an emotional strife.


    I gathered courage,  consoled my heart
    That it's not worth suffering for a person who had torn me apart.
    This doesn't mean that I had killed my love for you,
    But it's just that I had realised my inner hues.
    Those very hues which I had buried,
    Somewhere within from where it's escape ur sorrow forbids.


    The flame of love hasn't extinguished yet,
    Even after those sufferings with which I really met.
    U know in my quest to overcome you,
    I fall more & more in love with you.
    Those moments which have become a regret for you,
    Still lingers in my mind as OUR lovable hues.
    But don't you worry, just be happy, I will surely forget you
    Still can't assure you rather me that I would erase those hues.
    Every corner of me reminds of you even my smile even my cry
    See even now you occupy my thoughts
    That I penned down a poem,
    Even when those memories  make my heart rot.

    I wish I never meet you again in my life,
    Not that because it would place me into another strife.
    To be honest the reason in actual terms
    I wouldn't be able to see you with another girl in your arms.

  • _vedikaprasad 279w

    Her Mouth is her only weapon.
    And Everytime she speaks, she spits venom.
    She chooses to be wise and everything nice for people she love to calm their dice.
    And They dont know what on earth has made her so.
    And everytime she looks at them they melt at her surface Beauty.
    She chooses to stay silent because her words could bleed them apart.
    So what she does is , anything you wont believe.
    Parents of her's wonder whats wrong with her, they would never know what business happens behind those closed bars.
    With the changing night, everything remains the same.
    But changes the scars on her body whose truth would bleed people to shame.
    .ved.

  • _vedikaprasad 280w

    even for a second or two.

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    And i wish i was air. . .
    i would have loved to cross through your body even if i was meant not to stay inside you forever.
    Atleast then, though for seconds i would have been a reason behind your existence.
    .ved.

  • _vedikaprasad 281w

    ��

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    And When he slept .
    I kept awake just to listen to the sound of his breath near my ears.
    .ved.

  • _vedikaprasad 282w

    what if ?

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    What if our mirrors started showing our characters rather than our faces?
    What if it started showing our inner wealth rather than our outer jems?
    What if it started showing the scars of inside and not just that of your surface?
    What if we could'nt accept the truth afterwards while right now we're just living in Vain .
    .ved

  • _vedikaprasad 282w

    So many feelings
    yet i've got nothing to say
    .ved.