I know you are my bestfriend and you are the only one who is so close to me rather than other people. It's really unbelievable how you stay by my side when everyone leaves as soon as possible. I know with the days passing by we are getting more close than before.
But, sometimes I wish, things would have turn different and I had some real friends, a real life where I can just be happy and roam around the places where I can vibe in. I wish that I would have end up with some real people and would have experienced some amazing stuffs that heal my soul.
I know, reality is way too different than expectations and at the end of the day I can say yeah, I am alive. Though, I can't share anything with you nor listen to you. I can't even hangout with you and smile. I always have to adjust alone nor do I feel any support from you. Morning, afternoon, evening, night, evrytime I have to deal things alone but the only time where I can say that you are the one, when you stay by my side and never leave me. Though evryone around me doesn't really go well with me, but you, my dear, thankyou.
Thankyou for being with me evrytime and not taking for me granted. I know you are not totally perfect to name you as a bestfriend but in this chaotic world no-one is perfect, isn't it right?
//To the one, who is suffering from a heartbreak//
You know when you start to fall for someone you hardly imagine the consequences of falling in love. Since every good thing comes with a price, like that only when you fall for someone, when you share your life, time, and things with someone and recieve the happiness which you deserve there comes a day with all your sufferings when the person leaves you.
Everybody around us talks about the pain which they can see but no one ever speaks about the pain which is making you enervated. The pain which you have to deal alone because at that time you hardly find someone who can understand you. No matter how much you talk to anyone but at the end of the day you have to bear this pain alone only.
You remember the days when you were together, how you shared your happiness, you remember how you used to laugh, spend time. Wherever you go, your mind find a way to just remember them.
You know, at this time when you are thinking "how the hell you gonna spend the rest of your life without that person" and blaming everything upon yourself. Let me tell you something, it's natural to feel the pain and oneday will come when you will be over that person and you will smile on these days which you are going through right now.
Just remember things pass, no matter how hard you love someone, oneday will definitely come when you have to let go that person. I know you gave your best to be with them but you have to understand things happen for some reason. Maybe you deserve more or the person deserved more, it's not your fault nor theirs.
At the end, just wanted to say that don't blame things upon yourself or the other one and stop yourself from going in the wrong direction. Remember you did your part and they did theirs. You have your whole life ahead and Do You know? In life, good people ends up with good people only.