_inkspill_

I come here to vent. I write down my deepest darkest emotions just to see if any other soul connects to what i have to say

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  • _inkspill_ 22w

    Teri bhoori aakhon main maine jannat dekhi h
    Teri baahon main maine raahat dekhi h
    Aise to duniya main mile hazaaron
    Bas ek tere chu lene bhar se maine sadiyan dekhi h

    Tujhse door rehne par ye ghadi bhi khafa ho jati h
    Aur tere sath hone par maine waqt ko gayab hote dekha h

    Khudko haste dekha h, teri hasi main sukoon dekha h
    Aur yun to naraazgi thodi sabse h, tujhse naraazgi turant pighalti dekhi h
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  • _inkspill_ 113w

    Mental health

    Let me tell you the issue of the concept of "mental health" With brown families (I am speaking about brown families because I am Indian. The same issue may be with other nations too but u can't speak on it).

    When an eminent person speaks about it, goes through it or, god forbid, commits suicide due to lack of mental health, our social media is FLOODED with posts about how important it is to speak about such issues, how real they are, how literally everybody on this goddamn planet is approachable if someone wants to talk. But when someone actually walks up to you and tells you that they are not okay, they can't understand how to deal with it, what do we do?
    "Aree chill kar yaar"
    "Aree don't think about it"
    "Get a job, you will feel fine"
    "Aaja daaru peete hain (let's get drunk) "
    "Here, read this motivation quotes. Think positive"
    "What struggles do you have? Look at that person, he has such bigger issues and he still smiles"
    "Be brave, we raised you better"

    And the worst of all? "Go see a doctor"

    Do you know how isolated it feels to hear all this. And I know seeing a doctor sounds like a good suggestion, but the person reached out to YOU. they want YOU to help them first. They want YOU TO MAKE IT A LITTLE BETTER. don't shrug your duties off by sending them off to a doctor. Support them, make them comfortable enough to go talk to a doctor. You are someone he feels comfortable with, strengthen it. Hold them for a bit, if not physically then emotionally. Don't make their issues feel smaller. Their self esteem is already in the dump, don't make it worse. Stop being the epitome of hypocrisy!

    Help the people around you who actually reach out. Don't pretend to be a nice, liberal person on social media just for the hell of it.
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  • _inkspill_ 113w

    You eyes, you smile, your mind, just.. YOU. I look at you and I know I am screwed. You feel like the world's biggest hug. And so I load the gun and hand it over to you pointing at my heart that now is at your command. To pull the trigger or not, you decide. I don't even care.
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  • _inkspill_ 123w

    Mist
    Upon leaves
    Within my eyes
    Lifting burdens off heart
    Cleanse

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  • _inkspill_ 123w

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 8 word short write-up on Overcome

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    Fear, cry, beg, scream, run, return, face, OVERCOME.

  • _inkspill_ 123w

    I have never met you, but I know you are out there, being constantly wierd to make the world a little less serious. You belong to me for all eternity but just like me, you are stuck in an endless loop of toxic relationships because you and I hold each other's peace. And even after all these bad breakups, I will never loose hope because I know hope is my yellow brick road to "us". And I might not recognise you at once, neither will you, but I promise, the minute our hearts will realise, it will all feel worth it. And till then, I will keep being silly and an emotional strength for others, because for me, it's only gonna be you. And I will wait for you, because you will deserve all my love and patience. You will make my destiny attainable, you will see me standing beside you on every step of the way too. I will keep you close to my heart, hug you so tight your bones will hurt but my heart will ache for more. I will be your mirror. You will be my armour.
    And with this belief, I will wait. I will wait with my heart on my sleeve, hoping that you recognise me first and pull me close.

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  • _inkspill_ 123w

    Text

    She gigged, she laughed, she partied so hard that day, all because of one text: "divorce finalized".
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  • _inkspill_ 123w

    Word Prompt:

    Write a 8 word one-liner on Helpless

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    She was helpless, so was i, in love.

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    Mirror

    I see you managing to capture a perfect reflection of yourself,
    I see you hide all your emotional baggage, shove it on the farthest shelf.

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  • _inkspill_ 134w

    Dayre

    Muhobbat ke dayre bhi kamaal hai janaab
    Jo unko phaand jae uska ishq mukammal ho jaata hai
    Aur ja naa phaand pae uski shayri mukammal ho jaati hai

    ©_inkspill_