From calling you a little melted marshmellow to a sweet candy and many other sweet nicknames. I met you when I was just 5 at a candy store where i wanted to buy my all time favourite raspberry candy but a bought a strawberry one instead. Wanna know the reason why? Because you my marsmello took the last candy on the rack and when i was about to cry, you with a koala smile came upto me and handed me a strawberry and asked me if i ate too much because my face was red from anger and crying. I did eat that and loved it. That was when i got a lesson that it is really important to try something new in your life. We always to meet at the candy shop on every Saturday because our favourite candies used to come with a special badge that day. Spending every moment with you was one of my favourite thing to do, not just because of our bond but because our little funny talks that we had. With you i never had any worries. I felt like a river that has just came out of glaciers and is floeing without any disturbance. But i forgot thag we had to grow up and we were also going to have alot of stones and division and it came when we were just 15. You stayed in the frosting woods of Alaska and I came to the warmth of California where the sounds of waves and shine of sea shells welcomed me. From a snow and candy lover, i became a sun and candy lover and i guessed that our chapter was close and our journey was this small only. As they say one small piece can either complete the puzzle or can leave it incomplete forever just like that you had the last piece and decided to complete it. One text from you that changed everything 'Hope you are coming back for vacations and it is Saturday and tge candies are gonna come with a special badge, so let's add it to our collection. See you soon.' I guess our story was just burried under the layers of snow and sand and when the warmth and wave came it eroded the layer to again make us bloom. Our story again started as i came back to Alaska but the winds this blew in my North direction as if it was preparing me for yoy, the temperature was as expected cold but the day was not same as today as it was the time for Northern lights. Remembering every moment i spent with you, tears of happiness started rolling down my cheeks but then you backhugged me. Taking me in your embrace you whispered "Thanks for bringing the warmth back in my life, would you like to just stay with me and keep mw warm!?".... Wondering what happened afte that? So today here we are again under those same asymmetrical lights after 5 years since we are together but today everything just came back to me like the wind that welcomed me. Like the same botlle coming back to its owner on the shore but with a different message. Those words when you kneeled down and said "Will my warmth become my forever sun?" reminded me everything about us. From cheeks being red because of crying as you took my candy to them being red cause i was blushing because of you. Our story reamined unfurbished our hearts remained uncganged. Our souls got together and our destiny tangled with each other once again.
A pen in hand and flood of thoughts in mind, With some abandoned thoughts with hundreds of meaning lying behind. Every moment for us is like story to be furbished, With enormous thoughts and verses to be finished. Look from our sockets and a whole ambitious world you will see, With anaphoric moments and intruguing similies. Who are we and how we do it ? We are writers, we write to express our every bit.
Our words are our weapon and a voice to change, Emotions are our inspiration and a reading mind is our wage. There's a caputured fragrance of calmess in our chaotic proses, You will find the shinniest light in our darkest pieces. Our aura spreads through words like smell of dried fenugreek, From patriotic poems, emotional verses to spine chilling stories and sarcastic limericks. Read a line and you will kniw our power, We can focus on one in story and all in one liner. Why we do it and why we adore, We are writers, we write with the feathers of our wings to soar.
We are writers who write to raise, Amplify our words to echo for the souls to come out in this generation's judgemental maze. We write to change and to feel, For a silenced voice to be heard and a broken heart to heal. We are like divers who for finding words, in the deepest oceans we dive, We are writers, who write to love and write to live and keep the essence of fiction alive.
Oh dear, dear me, Why be a quitter? When a conquerer you can be. Sorrows exist but there's that happiness surrounds, A failure will always hit to mske you strong, But the choice is yours to make it a whine or a melodious song, If flying didn't work then win it from ground. O! My dear you are the bravest soul, For one stumble won't destroy your goal.
Oh dear, dear me, Why live in dark when the brightest spark you can be. Darkness comes but fireflies beautify it, Don't get dim for dark the silhouettes becomes to make you shine, Even the most black cloud has a silver line, Why hide your colours when they can glow up this world's every bit. O! My darling, you are the shiniest diamond in the mine, Just one blindspot won't take your divine.
Oh dear, dear me, Why to spread hate when love you can see. Even God spares the sinner and Lucifer accepts the evil, Sun never wraths when the clouds cover, Moon never wars when the night is over, Learn to forgive, for even angels give a chance to devils. O! My love you have the power to quench the barren and make it green with you love that holds the power to heal, Just one hate cannot deny this appeal.
Just see from a different dimension, Your agression will become your hope's ignition. Oh dear, dear me, Open your eyes for you are a miracle to be.
She was poytion to the poision and a blessing infront of the curse But wasted her soul and love for a heart thag was never hers Walking with pride an honoured lady she was Astonishing were her steps and mesmerising was her beauty Was stubbornly vowed to her thoughts and her duties But everything faded in just one cause She was blood to the vein and a colour enough to fill the universe But drained herself for a heart that was never hers
He kept her waiting and she kept on waiting She was the beauty who waited for the beast Her vibe was the energy to her body and she gracefully wore the scar on her wrist She was was the warm colour on a cold grey evening The bench broke where she sat And the colurs she spread were gone The lights got dimmer and closed the act She faded with the dust like a devil has summoned
As Atrika denied in a strange manner Adhivesh asked Ripsha about it and also why she is different but does not accept it! Then Ripsha said " Today in the evening at 6:30 visit this address and you will get to know everything". At 6:30 when Adhivesh arrived at the address he was confused as the board said 'Hall for the unique ones'. He entered the hall and saw that there were some people who were sitting in a circle and also they were talking about something. Adhivesh was confused but then he saw the information about session and understood that it was actually a session for people who were unique as they had Autism but then he saw Atrika and some things got cleared in his mind as he thought tgat she might be assisting the people to open up but the story was different as a lady named Mrs.Drisha Devakar asked Atrika to tell everyone about herself. Atrika came in the middle of the circle and started telling about herself. She said " Hi I am Atrika Trivedam and I am 13. I was born in Hyderabad but my mom is south indian and my dad he is from Rajasthan. We shifted here in Tampa when i was 3 because of my treatment.I have GPS(Grammatical Pedentary Syndrome and also my brain nerves are a bit twisted. One of the reasons i canr resist correcting someone's grammar and also for me simple things are complicated. I am one of the youngest people to have it as it is not common in students. I have to undergo a surgery for untwisting them but i will forget what happened with me in past 6 months. And also i accept myself." She said it in a pecular way. As the session ended Adhivesh met her and told that Ripsha told her that she was here. Atrika said that its ok but Adhivesh interrupted and told her that she needs to accept herself for who she is and stop pretending to be normal as she should appriciate that she has such good grammar and also her knowledge is amazing and our flaws are something that make us beautiful. Atrika said that nobody has ever told her this and she was glad to him in her life and also that day she accepted herself but she was sad she might forget him and this talk due to her surgery but both of them were happy as they got to know each other. After a week of her surgery everything happened in the same way as before. Adhivesh again bumped into her said the same things but this time when he said that she was different Atrika said " Yes i am because i have GPS and i am proud of it because at last its your flaws thar make you beautiful and i also accept myself".Although she forgot him but not his words and also by accepting herself she actually broke this prison of not accepting herself. We all have imperfections but accepting themselves and flaunting them is what makes us all beautiful and perfect. @maahiii@_aradhya# love# perfect#accept#loveyourself#flauntyourflaws
"And then i was behind the bars for not accspting myself",said Atrika in her dreams and suddenly woke up scared as she thought that it was the reality. "Atrika get ready or you are going to be late for your school and it's the first day of your new semester" said her mom, Mrs.Nisha Trivedam. Atrika got ready took her pills and went down where her best friend Ripsha was already waiting for her. Ripsha Diwankar was her best friend because she used to understand her in her every situation. She took her breakfast with her Ripsha and then took her lunch and left for school. " Hope everything will be fine !" said the new student Adhivesh. Adhivesh was new and then he met Niraj and they both went to their class where while entering he bumped into Atrika and said " I am sorry for that by the way myself Adhivesh Tiwari". But rather than saying anything else Atrika said " It should be ' I am ' because it is more appropiate and my name is Atrika Trivedam". " You are different than everyone" Adhivesh said smiling but Atrika exclaimed with anger that she was normal like evrybody and that is where Adhivesh said " Ok! Miss Normal" he teased her and they went inside the class. After class when everybody was leaving Adhivesh asked Atrika and Ripsha whether they would like to join him for a walk in the park at 7:00 pm but Atrika denied in a strange manner and asked Ripsha about it. Ripsha said that......... What she would have said ??? ?? Stay tuned to find out in the next part..... @aradhya@maahiii
Lost in dark Don't know where to go Not a single hope's spark Nothing to say, nothing to show Standing alone in dark yet so comforting My body's hating but my soul's loving Lonliness they defined, darkness they say is on hunt Solitude I reply with the beauty of light burnt Deeper the thoughts, deeper the sink Still at a place looking around Legs still, eyes wont blink Waiting for darkness to surround
Lost in dark Don't know where to go Not a single hope's spark Nothing to say, nothing to show Looking ahead but only darkness to see Sad to think but happy to be Sinistrous they said, horrifying they described Pulchritudinous I said, soothing I replied Darker the darkness, brighter the shine Flesh and bones say its harmful but soul say its divine
Lost in dark Don't know where to go Not a single hope's spark But one thing to say and one to show I wandered leaving those negetive thoughts and weight behind Dark for you, not for me As I am not lost in life but in thoughts of my own world in my own mind. @_aradhya@_maahi#poetry#thoughts
I am cinderella who wears a cute short dress I know how to handle my emotions and the whole society I dont need a prince to save me from my depression and anxiety Yes i can be a protagnist in today's story and i can truly set it to glory I am today's Cinderella and this is it And for my beautiful life i dont need a prince for it
I am snow white and i have a selfish and sassy attitude For myself I can be polite and rude I have seven dwarfs to di the chores Not because I am lazy but because that's not a lady's job I am a sanguine person and i can can be a beautiful moment unless you are nice and not only ask me to whisper And if you will show your cruelty on me i can be your most dangerous sinister I am today's snow white and that is it because to wake me up from my depression and failure sleep i dont need a kiss of a prince
I am a princess of today's world I can good,bad,polite and an independent girl I dont only whisper but also raise my voice wherever it is needed Today I know what I have to do and where I am headed I dont always wear a ball gown and keep my eye contact low Yes i wear short dresses and I not always walk gracefully and slow I am a princess for today's world and that is it Because for my successful and beautiful life and to fight from the society I don't need a privmce for it
Disclaimer: This is very very long.Do give your valuable feedbacks. I love going through them. Also tell me whether I should write a next part for this or should leave it the readers to make out whether they will be together again. Do tell me
Those who haven't read the other parts go and read it Read this series under #dostipakki
It's been 4 years since I participated in my first ever inter school quiz. That time I knew nothing about quizzing. I had knowledge but I didn't know how to give answers and be prompt. For that quiz I learnt so many poems( it was a literature quiz and believe me I didn't know about even a single poet or an author). There was a list of authors and we were given different author whose poetry we had to go through and know about them. My first poetry which I learnt and not only learnt lived up to it was by Robert Frost which I remember till date. And IF by Rudyard Kipling which had such a deep meaning regarding life. We started with the quiz and by the end we had a tie with other school. Therefore tie breaker had to be conducted. The question had two parts. The author which was related to that question was a part of my list. I knew only one part. I still remember the question and the author's name. My other team mates, as I was the smallest told me not to answer. But I was reluctant to let that question go even if there is minus marking (it wasn't told but we assumed ) And guess what, we got the points for that answer. Although we didn't won but we came third and for me it was a great beginning of my journey. While returning I also had cold -drink which I left for a month because I couldn't afford my throat to go wrong. Here I learnt how to be prompt and the art of quizzing.
After that there has been no stopage for me. One more prominent incident was when I went for my first quiz outside the school premises (infact outside city) We were told that our preparations were not up to the mark, our seriousness was not at high peaks, other school preparation is very high, you can't defeat them. It may have been so as well. We don't deny but those lines which we were said made us more tough and we were reluctant to get defeated by that team. Our target was obviously the trophy but moreover it was to defeat that one team. And we did so. We came second and it added one more feather in our cap. Here I learnt how to be self confident and also how to be independent as before I never went outside the city without my parents even for a day. My mother could have gone with us but she wasn't in town that day. This year has been the best year of my life. I conducted my first quiz (even though it was junior classes it didn't bother me as I didn't ever feel that quiz conduction has to be at level) I conducted , I learnt and I really really enjoyed. I got so many quizzes to conduct and with it came appreciation.
Now one more incident which I will be telling has lots of values in it. This is one of the best incident of my life. I was the leader by now and I became very confident (you can say self centred). Our team was a good one but what was missing was team work and team work. I felt that no one can defeat us but when we went for the quiz, again it was outside city but this time really far. We unfortunately did not qualify. I was really upset, but by that time we three understood that lack of team work is what made us loose. However after not qualifying we did not show it up and just sit in the audience like full people we answered each and every question which was asked to audience (when we were given a chance) and tried to answer most of the questions of the stage round. We really leart a lot of lessons which can't be told in words. I personally learnt a lot of things and to sum up all the learning points it was team work and reducing over confidence.
After that I felt that I won't you know get back to quizzing, I may not be asked to participate in a quiz but surprisingly a day I was called by principal ma'am to her office and was told to participate in a quiz. I guess by this quiz I got one of the best team. I got @_aishal as my very dear friend. The masti we used to do was just to the next level. We enjoyed a lot. One thing I remember from this was the when we used to get headphones from the lab and play music in the background and did our preparations. We won in this quiz which was another achievement for me because it was the first quiz when I came first.
After this I conducted many quizzes interhouse and interclass. I even conducted many quizzes in school without informing my mother I used to sit in computer lab and prepare for it. I guess computer lab is the place you can find me if I am not in class(Bunking spot). My favourite quiz was when I went outside school to conduct a quiz for another school. Then this year I conducted a interschool quiz(first time in my life) which was online and I feel really proud of it. I am really really thankful to my school and all my teachers who had faith in me.
This can be just never ending because I have so many memories and I have made so many friends.
This is not just a writing it is a cluster of memories I have made which have given me so many lessons of life. My respect for all my teachers, importance of teamwork and what is always said that knowledge isn't important but how you utilise it is important.
It was really difficult to write such a long post!!Many of you might feel this really boring but for me it's like a piece of memory which I will cherish forever. Do give it a read if you find time♥️♥️
Expecting that after you die there is nothing left. I always felt so. Not accepting that there can be life after death. Life is full of hurdles, life is full of happiness and sorrow. At one point of time everyone feels there is nothing left in there life. Then they think that maybe God has written something good for them in future (believe me I have heard this atleast from almost everyone I know). There is nothing god has written (believe me or not). No no don't take me wrong I am not an Atheist. I do believe in god but what I believe is there is only one thing that god has made is we and what God has written for us is eternity.
Eternity is not outside life it is in our lives. Now you must be thinking that why am I talking about Eternity when I told that I don't expect a life after death. You will get to know by the end. Now I will be talking about a complete different aspect. When we die in front of the world it's called death. Our body dies and not our soul. But we don't really die because our soul is still alive and our body was just medium of carrying our soul. But after that a new life of soul begins. Eternity people feel never ends, eternity people feel never really terminates. But it does. It does when the soul feels that there is nothing left. It does die when it feels that the motive it came with, has ended. So why do I then say there is no life after death you would have got to know till now or maybe if you give it a read back again. *****
I can't believe that I wrote something like this. This one is the first time I am writing something new, some kind of writing I have never written. Please leave your feedbacks both negative and positive. I will always love if you tell me where I could have elaborated or where I could have left it to the readers.
I think I'm not safe, I think I'm in danger.. While walking on road This thought strikes in my mind that What would i do if any guy stopes me... Where should i go ... Yes i think I'm strong enough.. But if four mens stopes me ... What should i do ... Why is it so ?? Are we girls made for sex ... It's our fault there we're a girl ... Are you guys not having mom, sister, friend , gf ... obviously you all keep them Save but why not us??? Why is it so, months after months rape cases are coming up and many are stifled... due to family issues.... akhir kyu kya hum ladkiyu ko jeene ka haq nahi... kya hum ladkiyu ko raat mai bahar niklne ka haq nahi kya hum Sirf is liye is duniya mai aaye hai taaki hum tum jaiso ki hawas uttar sake .... kyu akhir kyu sab kehte hai beti ko pita paida hone se pehle maar deta hai kyuki vo beti hai vo dahej legi nahi pita ko dar hai kahin ushki beti ka balatkaar na ho jaye kahin unki beti in hawas k pujariyu ki sikaar na ban jaye... kahin unki nanhi si phul ko koi darinda noch na le ... pita nahi cahta ... kahin ushki beti ke sarir ko nanga na kar diya jaye... unki bachiyu ke nazuk se sarir ko noch na liya jaye ... bachi ko pet mai maar dena bahut bhetar hota hai akhir vo kam hi maregi rooz ghut ghut k marne se kisi darinde ke hatho marne se apni maa ke hatho se marna ek bachi k liye soubhagya hoga ... Karlo jitna zulum caho ek din vo yug aayega jab ladikya nahi jalengi tumse .... Tumhe zinda jalaya jayega .... Karlo jitna dar paida karna caho ... Ek din vo aayega jab balatkaar ka case nhi ... Tum jaise darindo ko laal kila par latkaya Jayega... Apne ma , bhn ko soch kar kisi ladki par nazar uthana... Unke sariir ko nochne se pehle apni bhn ko hath lagana .. apni bhn ko hath lagana .... Pls Respect womens.... #thoughts @platipoem@gauravps@freaky_forever@royanderson