After disconnecting the call , I was lost , was trying to gather my pieces... And was thinking what he might be thinking , he don't even ask me why I took this decision. With the rolling tears my phone keeps buzzing with "Happy Birthday' msgs.
The whole night was very strange, time was passing slowly, And I was lost in his memories. Our first meet up, then how we started our chats , how we became best from good , our laughters and many more things were running in my head.
And mostly I was missing his presence, I had never thought it will happen. We were so lost in each that this idea of being separated or break up never struck.
I was feeling ashamed of myself and the feeling of being his culprit , who just broke a innocent heart , a loving person, best friend and soulmate. The entire night I kept staring at the ceiling and fan.
In the morning at 6 I stepped out of bed and got ready. The day was wierd because there was no msg of "Good morning" from him. This was the first time when I don't got a message. Every single day he would msg me good morning with kiss emojis, n when I woke up the first thing I did was reading his msg n smile. From today onwards all these things will be missed.
The day however passed out. But in evening when my friends came to celebrate my birthday I missed his presences .
I remembered how he has celebrated my last year bday, n all the promises I made that I will never leave him alone .