Wouldn't you all like to write about how you faded?
I held the phone Blurry in my hand But not those letters, no Those letters "I don't need you anymore " Rang like Christmas bells in my head As clear as the fear telling me It was real
I was high on three bottles Of the cheapest wine walking barefooted on the Stone cold road What good were shoes, They couldn't help me stand
Like a 30-storey concrete erection Everything loomed above me I felt left, I felt forgotten Even the night I was so fond of Had moved on, left me to myself
Amongst the many voices Something was trying to break through And then two blazing suns hit me I smiled and recalled my favourite art A girl bleeding on the road With rainbows in her head I had pictured myself like that Umpteen times
It was a good way to go I would be carried away By souls I had befriended long ago Though the only regret was My last night was drunk And I couldn't write a poem Of how I died
Bereaved soul may you confined join with the winding wind through the aisle of the tranquil scents of blooming daffodils at the rising sun let its fragrance suffocate your wary soul heal every pain, smile thy teary eyes heart let you synchronized into the dancing daffodils, its divine petals stayed prayerful until it meets its decaying time like the daffodils will you rise up and grow patiently?
As time goes by when everything drifts apart will you stay sturdy and strong? like daffodils, stillness in its decomposing roots beautiful in its glowing bright colors though leaves may fall down like a teardrops and stalk will weaken, flower crown soon wilted but still delightful dancing diva in greenfield tough times may come unfavorable, still the spirit of its plant cell will vow to regrowth and rise up again, a fragrance of a new beginning thus tiny pollen grains find its way to germinate itself, grow and glow, patient be patient like daffodils will you rise up and grow patiently?